whatever

No sunshine, well maybe it will remain rainy and
cloudy forever. Perhaps that is my sunshine, if so,
then the actual sunshine would not be sunshine. All
too reversed to ponder about. No reason. JFK was the
biggest player amongst the american politicians
apparantly, there is an entire book written about
american presidents sexual habits, how very...
good to know. I feel like crawling out of the cocoon,
which we mentally do with help of understanding
and new realizations. I love realizing something
yet I get the feeling of stupidity since I haven't
realized it sooner. Rain and scorpions might ruin
your cocoon, therefore some people never realize.
Don't blame the naive, blame yourself for being to
clever. Just don't give birth to a psycopath.

Just finished Chronicle of a death foretold, I might
have liked it. Atleast the two last raw pages. The
protagonist tries to escape the angry Vicario brother
who have a slaughter knife. He just gets to the
door but then they slice him. Every single cut is
described so utterly clear, and when he starts
holding his intestines in his hands, running like
hell (even though every fact tells us he should
be lying down dead)... Yeah, I did like it. 

Wow, this is so fucking true lol. Just recognize the
feeling of trying to tell a friend "you can do it" you
will do well on the test... IB, there I be. Well, I
should probably not value every thought that
goes through my head as greatly as I do, but
that is hard since I agree with myself on everything.

Annoyingly, some people
state rhetorical questions
and wait for an answer.
Fairly awkward when they
stand there quit, waiting
for an answer that I wont
fucking give. No way.

Increadably many tests
on the 4th of May, so strange
that they all end up the same
day, like a mushrooms
that grow close. This is like
a giant mushroom with many
smaller ones inside. Newest
language, global, is lame.
Why is it called a language
when it is a simplification.
I have no energy to think.

Forgot I had a blog. Ok well, a "blog".
Weird dream, everyone had cancer
and died. One is going to.

It snowed here yesturday.
Not too much, just enough
so that the sun managed to
get rid of it. Peew.

Love paint. Valborg is coming
up, which is good since that
means some days free from
school. Going training with mom
and  old ladies in too
tight clothes, yuck.
And older people telling
that youth is dressing too
revealing, gosh, this
is perhaps as bad as girls
walking down town a saturday
night in high heels, barely
anything on and freezing.
It is funny.

Lavender Hill, I am annoyed, see the river
where the ducks usually are is packed with
seagles... it is no peace anymore, they just
yell. Never thought a peaceful place in
nature could be ruined by anything else
than dumb humans, it is proven itself to
be different, fucking seagles. Last summer
I shot at seagles with a painball gun.
Fish and game at the place doesn't care
much unless it is regarding eagles or bears.
I might buy a paintball set here as well
and shoot those bastards, see they don't
get hurt if it is with "non-damaging" bullets,
like for children you can buy special,
it will just be a damn big purple splash
all over the seagles body. And it
washes of after time, perhaps the
seagle likes it. If not, too bad, my
ducks don't like the seagles.

No more tests this week, nice. The weirdest
this when it is all quiet and everyone is
writing is when you suddenly look up and
see that the teacher has put on an evil
smile and sits like that all the time. Rather
uncomfortable and awkward. Poor IB3's
have their exams coming week, zuckers!

Old, long and german but good. Das Boot.

If a person loses a sense, maybe other
senses are enhanched? Because there
are people with no sense of humour
but some of them sure have increased
self-importance. There might be a
connection.

Popcorn tastes good. So does cows.
I should sleep but will watch tv,
instead of reading these generations
watch tv and sit by computers.
What will hapen in two hundred
years? Teleporting, built in food,
tv in hand, hidden boxes under
your nails and shoes that can
walk at 70 mph? That is what
this holy cow says. And she
is right.. or not.

Yuppzala's hall way. Going
to try to make ice cream,
would be quite fun to be
able to do it successfully.

I was thinking... when the statistics
come out of the average age of people
to die and China (more Japan though)
gets high scores... hopefully they consider
the fact that many start counting their
age from the day they were created,
so three months after they are born their
first birthday occurs. Ah, ofcourse they
must consider that, bet they do.
I need to come up with seomthing to
get my friend becoming eighteen.
Perhaps a big ice cream cone and
alcohol.. teenagers love alcohol.
Lol. Goodnight.

A rather good song. I'll get bored
to death since I don't have school
this week. Oh no.

There was a little girl and her mother walking through the park one day and
they saw two teenagers having sex on a bench. The little girl says, "Mummy, what are
they doing?" The mother hesitates then quickly replies, "Ummm they are making
cakes." The next day they are at a zoo and the little girl sees two monkeys having sex
 Again she asks her mother what they are doing and her mother replies with the same
response, "Making cakes." The next day the girl says to her mother, "Mummy, you and
Daddy were making cakes in the lounge last night, eh?" Shocked, the mother asks, "How
do you know?" She says, "Because I licked the icing off the sofa."